I hate when my past haunts me I don’t want you in my present

You’re far long gone 

I will never need you again

You’re just a simple horrific memory 

I want you to disintegrate

I want you out of my head

I could be talking about you or someone else,

You’ll never know

But if it applies, no one will ever know  

I hate that I miss you

But technically it’s not you

Just a memory 

Turns out that wasn’t really you 

Just a simple illusion you created to look better 

But for who? 

Always hurt me in the end 

And I finally realized I had to walk away

And there you are always playing games

Lying to family and friends 

I hope you’re not talking bad about me

But then again,

I don’t really care 

I know I’m better than all the shit you say

And was always better off without you anyways