What a fool I am

Thinking it was the right move, the right time

Always breaking my own heart in two

You already had told me before

But I’m as stubborn as you

I don’t like giving up, even when I should

And maybe it is time

But I don’t really want to

You’re the sugar to my coffee

And baby you know I’m an addict

And to god I hope things were different

But you’ll never see it that way

Because I decided to walk away

But I knew then I was right

Wouldn’t of been fair

But that always seems to be with us

And maybe we will just be friends

That’s all we ever were in the end

Because you always put it that way

I do believe I am to blame, I am not ashamed

I don’t believe we ever made any mistakes

Except for not being able to communicate

And I wish it could change

But we got different things on our plate

Just hurts so much thinking everything is going great

To a sudden tragedy in my head

And you have no idea how I mentioned you to people telling them everything was great

But it’s always just an illusion in my head

Many times I wanted to text you, I love you

But I wanted to wait to see you in person,

To show you how much I adored you

It’s all said in simple words

But saying it too much can always lose its meaning

That was the last thing I wanted to do

Because you were becoming my world all over again

But how I said, it was all in my head

And nothing I should regret