Here we are again, more like just me really

Because there is never a we

And I don’t want it to be

I won’t let myself accept you back in my life like that

I’m tired of trying so much every single time

Just to always get a simple goodbye

You told me I’m your closest friend

But, yet you don’t even text me if I’m okay

You actually owe me that much

But why should I care?

I’m always hurting either way

I just wanna run away,

Get away

I’m so sick of this place

How do people even deal with me?

I’m such a mess

A ticking bomb ready to set ablaze

Why won’t you talk to me?

I miss your voice

And how you would say my name

I hate myself for letting you escape

But I’m also tired of chasing

I need to stop always being the one to care

It’s bs what you said

It could work!
it could had worked.

Why wouldn’t you accept my love this last time?

Was I too much,

When I made myself believe I was enough?

Was it that I took it too fast?

Or you just simply didn’t even wanna try?

Because that is all I see in my mind

There’s no excuse!

You always told me that you thought you were never enough for me

But baby which part didn’t you understand that you were perfect to me?

There’s so much more I wanted to tell you

To open up to you completely,

Tell you EVERYTHING

But what’s the point,

When there will never be a you and me