And this is what I was afraid of

You walking away

You convinced me you wouldn’t

But why would you lie to me?

Was it because I had hurt you?

Was it because I said I loved you?

Why is it always a game?

I don’t ever want to play

I suppose my own selfishness takes me there

I’ll accept that we’ll never work

But how you said,

I will always love you

That’s all we could really do

It saddens me

But nothing I can do

We were never meant to be one,

But two

I hate the idea of fate

Because I wanted to make my own

I know I wasn’t alone

But where did I go wrong?

I just want to know

You seriously didn’t give me a chance

Were you afraid to lose it all over again?

Well guess what?

You out played yourself,

Making sure that was the one thing that would happen

You’re just like everyone else

Always telling me lies,

Making me want to cry

Always making me ask myself why

I hate how you made up your mind,

Based on one simple fact that could be so easily changed over time

The fact is I don’t what to know why

The worst part is I’ll try to run back

Try to be in your arms

But at what cause?

I want to be happy not be living a lie

I really thought you were different

But it was all based on how you seemed

Maybe you’re just a wolf in sheep’s clothing

Possibly if we would had tried to make it work from the start,

We would probably just end back here

I want to say goodbye,

But not at all

But you were possibly the best one

And baby I will never forget anything between us

Because it will all stay safe in my breasts

Right in between the loving pumping veins in my chest

For you will always stay in the one organ where you belong

Where you hit me right from the start

My heart