I can easily tell you the story of my life within a line

But where is the fun in that

I grew up moving from house to house

And it was always because of family problems we had

I grew up with an abusive mom

It’s very unfortunate I didn’t know it was wrong

My mother’s always been mentally ill from the start

And it saddens me that I never really had a mom

It seemed like she never really cared about us at all

My sister always had my back

And honestly she’s the only mom I ever had

I’ve always loved my dad

He’s the only guardian angel that I’ve had

He’s all I got

He believes in me even when it seems he doesn’t

He just wants me to be better in life

To make a new start

I have two sisters and three brothers

We once upon a time loved each other

But times get rough and everyone is so very overwhelming

Most of them think I’m just a child who overreacts

I can’t really remember a great moment as a child

Except for that lovely memory of my dad buying me a cake with some Pokemon toppers,

those were the days

And oh how I craved loved even then

And till this day it’s so hard to get

Life is way too hard to get what I want

It’s never the thing I want in the end anyways

I’m so very indecisive but anyone that knows me well can tell you that

They’ll tell you how I can change my mind within five seconds or less, can take up to a day

I’m just simply an emotional wreck

I always want to escape

I seem to never be happy

I always seem to feel regret

Somehow fading away