My first lover was such a fake

He’s the main thing I regret

He was definitely the jealous type

Such a toxic relationship from start till end

My friends and family were right

He was never the right one and should had walked away

And I did but I did it so late

But at least I realized it in the end

I laughed a little when he basically wrote me a novel

Telling me he was sorry and that he wanted me back in his arms

I didn’t have to think twice, I was so done with him

I still laughed even after it was done,

I found out he was still talking shit about me,

Making me seem like the bad person, even though he was wrong

He described himself as me, the sweet person to be

He reversed the roles to look better and make it look worse for me

But I don’t care anymore

You’re just a meaningless ex left on the floor, literally.

It was that night, when you came to me begging me to get back

Remember that?

I did try to replace my love with someone else

Till this day I regret the stupid mistake I made of walking away

This person deserved the best,

I’ll always love him truly in the end

I’m happy he’s still my friend

Till this day I’m still afraid that somehow our friendship will end

I will always apologize for all the stupid shit I ever said

Even though you’ll tell me I don’t have to

But you know I never make sense and will do it anyways

I was introduced to someone and I couldn’t understand how we connected

It was like magic to the heart of my beat

Everything seemed so wonderful

But it all ended so quick and I don’t regret it one bit

But shit always happens to me

So whatever, I knew it could never be