We’re two completely different souls in the same place in this chaotic world
And I hate every moment I’m with you
Because I love you
And it will always hurt
Because I’m not over you
And it’s pathetic
Stop treating me like how you do
I love that shit
I’ll feed from it
I love the need
I love the greed
But baby you can’t even see
Or maybe you do
And it’s not even wrong to you
Stop playing mind games
You know you won’t fall back in love with me
Every moment is just torture
And it fucking saddens me
Maybe I like the fantasy of it
I always hate reality
But you’ll always be my serenity in all of this
Stop being so lovely
Stop being an asshole,
I love it
And overall I still want to tell you I love you
At least one time in person and actually mean it
But I’ll never have the guts to do it
Maybe one day you’ll read this
But by the time you do, I probably won’t feel the same anymore
I want to be over you
You’ll always be a sweetheart in my eyes though
Won’t matter then,
We are two completely different souls in the end