I told myself I would sleep

But I keep wanting you at my feet

I wish I was told by you,

That everything will be okay

You left me broken hearted

But when haven’t we been

I was left stranded

But that’s how I had left you before

And I wanna tell you I’m sorry

But there’s nothing to be sorry about

You told me everything you wanted

Even when you told me you loved me

But it was more of a courtesy

It wasn’t meant to help me

It was meant for destruction

Was it all planned?

Was this what you wanted?

Did you want to get back at me?

Did you really wanna hurt me?

So many questions unanswered

I’ll always be broken

And you’ll always be in my heart

Maybe not the way I planned

But it has to be the end of the start

I wanted you more than you wanted me

And how foolish of me to ever feel like that

I knew we wouldn’t work

You were already over me

You had already told me

“I didn’t have anyone to get over you”

Why didn’t I get it?

You had told me

And I tried to keep it alive

To try to revive what we had

Start a new start

But you were gone already

You went for the dive of a new life

And I wasn’t part of it

And I get it now

And I hope you can forgive me for everything

And maybe you already have,

But you’ve never really told me