That moment when I’m stuck in between reality and fantasy

Want to be with you and him too

What am I even doing here when it won’t be any of you

I’ve always wanted to just get away and escape

I’m always stuck here always getting played

I thought I knew what I wanted

But I never really truly know in the end

And here we go again just like before once again

I’ve decided that I don’t need anyone to figure myself out

Even though you know me inside and out

But maybe I do need you, maybe I do want you

But It won’t work out

And maybe it’s just me thinking it’s too good to be true

Thinking you’re just like everyone else

But I know you’re not

But it would be impossible to be with you when there will always be someone else

I cant do that to myself