You made my heart feel all jittery

Beating with pure happiness within me

And now all I feel is emptiness

I’d like to say I’m used to this

But I’d be lying because it still hurts me

But the truth would be I’m not surprised you walked away

Everyone always does in the end

I promise I will be okay

I don’t know how to feel without you anymore

I feel confused at the whole situation sometimes

How stupid am I?

But how could I be so blind,

I saw the signs

I gave you one more good time

The best you ever had

But that wasn’t enough for you

But how could it be when you couldn’t even introduce me as your girlfriend that night

It was right in front of me

That’s what actually hurts me

I told myself I wouldn’t be naive

But how could I not be

You were what made me happy

All I can do right now is wait

You said you still wanted to be friends,

I hope you still feel that way

I hate loosing people over stupid little mistakes

But was it a mistake?

I don’t regret it one bit

Just sucks that things aren’t always what they seem

At least you had the guts to tell me

But not really since you used a stupid excuse

And I had to hear the truth

I used that before and I want to say I understand

But was it all a lie too?

I torture myself with my mind

It will be the death of me some day

I need to learn how to think less of you everyday

For you seem to be fine without me anyways

It’s time for me to walk away and just wait for you to decide if you still want to be friends in the end