Did you think of your actions then?

Did you forget about consent?

Did you expect me to stay and say yes?

Were you doing anything else besides drinking?

Maybe that would make sense.

Forever wondering.

But in the end nothing will matter.

I hate to say it,

Maybe you were just a mistake

If you cared you would’ve checked up on me,

Apologized to me.

Not like an apology would make a difference.

But I wonder about your thoughts in the morning

Did you feel any pain?

Did your skin burn?

Did your body ache like mine?

Did you feel disgusted because you made me feel like I was nothing at all,

That’s how I felt when I caught myself just looking at a wall.

Thanks to you, I’m scared to trust so easily again.

You can call me beautiful and darling all you want but your actions matter more to me than sweet little lies

I hope every time you see me,

You think of that night.

You said I had this look in my eyes,

I hope my stare does really scare you after all and make you see death in my eyes

I don’t wish the worst on you,

I just wish I would’ve never trusted you.